Avraham’s Quest for Truth

Intro: In the physical world that G-d created, children acquire their parents’ genetic material. Looks, age, longevity and other factors are programmed into us as a mixture of our parents.

Our spiritual makeup is also affected by our parents and ancestors. We inherit spiritual potential from our ancestors who made choices in their relationship with G-d.

Therefore, when we study about the ‘forefathers’-Avraham, Yitzhak, and Yaakov, and the ‘foremothers’-Sarah, Rivka, Rachel, and Leah, we are learning something about ourselves. The Torah presents their story at great length so we can know what we have the potential to achieve.

After telling the history of the world from the creation of Adam to the splitting apart of the nations, the Torah turns to the story of the man who changed history the most-our father Avraham. When G-d first appears to Avraham, He tells him “Go from your land, your birthplace and your father’s house to this land that I will show you”. He promises him that he will have children who will become the Jewish people, the people who will change the world.

But Avraham was seventy-five years old at the time when G-d spoke to him. What had he been doing before? How did he get to be the person who G-d appointed to change the world?

Although the Torah doesn’t tell us what Avraham did to merit being appointed by G-d for his mission, information about his life was passed down in Midrashim. The Rambam wrote down, in his major work, Mishne Torah, what we know about Avraham’s life before the Torah focuses on him.

(At this point, I give out a page with this section of the Rambam, and have people read it. It’s the text for the rest of the class.)

Rambam, Mishne Torah, “The Laws of Idol Worship”“As time passed, the honored and revered Name of G-d was forgotten by mankind, vanished from their lips and hearts, and was no longer known to them. All the common people and the women and children knew only the figure of wood and stone, and the temple edifice in which they had, from their childhood, been trained to prostrate themselves to the figure, worship it and swear by its name. Even their wise men, such as priests and men of similar standing, also fancied that there was no other god but the stars and spheres, for whose sake these figures had been made. But the Creator of the Universe was known to none, and recognized by none, save a few solitary individuals such as Enosh, Methuselah, Noach, Shem and Eber.

“The world moved on in this fashion, till that Pillar of the World, the Patriarch Avraham, was born….While still a young boy, his mind began to reflect. By day and night, he was thinking and wondering: ‘How is it possible that this sphere should be continuously be guiding the world and have no one to guide it and cause it to turn round; for it cannot be that it turns round of itself.’ He had no teacher,and no one to tell him anything. He was submerged in Ur of the Chaldees, among crazy idolators. His father and mother and the entire population worshipped idols, and he worshipped with them. But his mind was busily working and reflecting till he had attained the way of truth, apprehended the correct line of thought and knew that there is One G-d, that He guides the celestial sphere and created everything, and that among all that exist, there is no god beside Him. He realized that the whole world was in error, and that what had occasioned their error was that they worshipped the stars and the images, so that the truth perished from their minds. Avraham was forty years old when he recognized his Creator.

“Having attained this knowledge, he began to refute the inhabitants of Ur of the Chaldees, arguing with them and saying to them,’The course you are following is not the way of truth’. He broke the images and commenced to instruct the people that it was not right to serve any one but the G-d of the Universe, to Whom alone it was proper to bow down, offer up sacrifices and make libations, so that all human creatures might, in the future, know Him; and that it was proper to destroy and shatter all the images, so that the people might not err like these who thought that there was no god but these images.

“When he had prevailed over them with his arguments, the king sought to slay him. He was miraculously saved, and emigrated to Haran.”

1–Our tradition tells us that Avraham struggled to find answers to life in a world that was totally unaware of G-d’s existence. To understand what this means, we can ask the following question: (Ask it to the class)

Today we see that there are many people who have strong convictions on many different issues. Many of these convictions are held so strongly that people are willing to die for them (suicide bombers are only one example). On what basis do most people decide the convictions that they are willing to give their life for?

The answer: (some members of the class might get it right away, everyone else when they hear the answer will admit it’s true): The convictions people decide on so strongly are mostly a result of where the person is born-if born in a Muslim country, he will be a Muslim, a European will likely be a secular humanist, etc. And this is in a world where it is obvious that there are many different opinions. A Serb will think he is right and fight for his cause against the Bosnian Muslims, and vice versa, even when the person who disagrees with him lives right next door!

2–What if someone grew up in a world where there was no difference of opinion?

An example: I once met at Aish HaTorah someone who had traveled through Africa for five years. He had met a white police inspector in Northern Kenya who told him about two tribes who were cut off from the rest of the world. These tribes had an ancient custom: because of an ancient enmity between them, you could not get married in the tribe until you killed someone from the other tribe. The police inspector was trying to stop the custom, and if he came upon a wedding, would hang the groom, because it meant that he was a murderer.

Ask the class: Can you blame the people in the two tribes? The custom was agreed upon from time immemorial by both the tribes. They had no one to tell them differently. Could they have known that it was wrong?

(People will have trouble with the question. Most of the class will probably agree that they can’t be blamed, some people will feel that they should have had an intuition that it was wrong.)

3–In the Talmud, it talks about the great Rabbi Hillel. Hillel was a very poor man. He had to work all day as a woodchopper, and take the few pennies that he earned to pay to get into the Beit Midrash to study at night. He became the greatest Rabbi of his time.

The Talmud says: “Hillel obligates poor people”. I.e., no poor person can say to G-d: “How could you expect me to learn? I was so busy just getting food for myself!” HaShem can say to him-were you any poorer than Hillel, and look what he did! (Obviously the Talmud understands that Hillel achieved his greatness not because he was smarter or had a stronger constitution than anyone else, but because he used his free will in a way that any person could).

The Talmud is speaking about Hillel, but we can use the same principle (if one person can do it, everyone is responsible) for an even more encompassing statement: Avraham obligates all humanity. If Avraham came to truth in a world where he was totally alone, every human being is responsible for not doing it, even those tribesmen in Northern Kenya.

4-But how can we expect human beings to come to truth if there are no other opinions around and no one to teach them?

Our tradition about Avraham tells us the tool that Avraham used to come to his realization. He asked questions. How is it possible that this world is here and operating? What makes the sun go up and go down? Why are we here?

These questions can, and should, be asked by any human being. Questioning is the start for any search for meaning.

So the first thing we learn about Avraham is that he was a questioner. This is something that Jews have particularly inherited from Avraham: Jews naturally think for themselves and ask questions. But it is not a specifically Jewish trait-all human beings have the capability to do it, and some do.

5-We should be asking these questions, and some of us do. But the answers are hard to come by. What if you ask, and can’t find the answer?

Many of us have asked, at some point in our lives, is there a G-d, is there a meaning to existence? But what did we do afterwards? Turn on the TV, go to a movie, distract ourselves from the question. Some of us made more of an effort, and discussed it with friends before deciding it was too deep or difficult a question. A few of us may have read some serious books about it.

How many of us put in the effort that Avraham did? Our tradition says that he was thinking day and night about his questions. The Midrash says he tried out every idol worship in the world to see if it had answers. Starting as a child, it took him until the age of 40 to finally come to the answer.

The second thing we learn about Avraham is: he was committed to making the effort to find the truth. That also is a trait Jews have inherited from him. But it is not the defining quality of Jews-there are non-Jews who will also make that effort.

6-Avraham made a long and hard effort. At the age of 40, he recognized the truth.Having found truth, what should he do about it?

After discovering truth, there are three possible options:a-

Be happy you found it, keep it to yourself, and go on with your life.b-

Find some other people who are interested in what you understand, and create a community of fellow-believers.c-

Become a missionary-preach the truth to everyone, even the people who don’t want to listen to you. Tell them that their way of living is not the way of truth. Break their idols if they don’t want to listen (Breaking an idol is a very aggressive way of making a point-this thing can’t save itself, how can you expect anything from it?)

Ask the class: which would you think it would be better to do? (Almost everyone will agree that b is the most sensible).

So why did Avraham choose option c? If people were happy in their idol worship, and didn’t want to listen to him, why try to force his ideas upon them? (G-d hadn’t spoken to Avraham yet, and told him to do this. He was doing it from his own logic.)

7-To understand, Rabbi Weinberg brings the following story (not a true one): Imagine a women who all her life just wanted to get married and have children. But she married a bad husband, who beat her and left her. Now she’s a woman past child-bearing age with no husband and no children. Under the stress of it all, she goes insane. Her delusion, which she tells the doctor every day, is that she has a new baby every day.

Ask the class: If you were the doctor, and she shows you her ‘new baby’ would you play along, or show her she was deluded? Right now, she is happy in her delusion. If you show her that she has no baby, she will be an unhappy woman who can no longer get what she most wanted in life.

(A majority of the class will usually agree that it is better to play along with her delusion. A minority will feel that, even if it will leave her miserable, she needs to see the truth -but they usually can’t explain why.)

To get at the answer, ask people to use their intuition. Imagine you were in a very bad mood that day. When she shows you her baby, you say: Lady, there’s no baby there! How do you intuit she would react? (Most people will appreciate that she will get upset, start shouting at the doctor, etc.)

Now imagine a different scene: A woman is in a maternity ward with a real baby. The doctor comes in, and she shows him her baby. He says: there’s no baby there! How would she react? (People easily appreciate that she wouldn’t get angry, she would laugh at how many crazy doctors there are today).

Why does the woman with the real baby laugh, and the woman with the imaginary baby get angry?

The class will see the answer themselves. The woman with the imaginary baby deep down knows that she doesn’t have a real baby. That’s why she reacts so defensively.

So the answer to the question: do you play along with her delusion or get her to see the truth is: she loses nothing by being made to realize the truth. On a deeper level she knows it anyway, and is in deep pain. Her delusion is just a cover up to the pain that is always there.

Avraham understood that a world without awareness of G-d is a world in pain.People may cover up what they are missing, but delusions can’t take the place of reality.

To Avraham, there was no difference between the ‘happy’ idol-worshipper and the person who was more ready to listen. He loved human beings, and saw they all needed help.

Today, this is still the mission of the Jewish people. We understand that everyone in the world needs a connection with G-d, and the suffering that is so prevalent in the world has as its root cause a lack of connection with G-d and real meaning. The fact that people are defensive-don’t convert me, don’t push religion on me-is because they are unhappy with their own lives (A happy person might say “That’s very interesting”, or “Thanks, but I’m not interested now”-but he wouldn’t be angry or upset.

7-Avraham goes out to reach people. He tells them their way is not the way of truth, and argues with them; he breaks their idols to make the point stronger.

What is the result? The Rambam says: “When he had prevailed over them with his arguments, the king of the country sought to slay him”. No one stood up for him.

Avraham learned a lesson from this. Although intellectually defeating your opponent in an argument might seem to be the best way to spread truth, people will hate the winner. We see that, later in his life, Avraham adopted a totally different outreach technique-invite people in for a meal, do kindness to them, than discuss G-d with them.

This is still the way that Jews need to communicate their message to other Jews. (Why we don’t missionize the world is a deeper point. I’ve included an answer below, but it is probably too much for this class unless someone asks).

// Why don’t we missionize the world? We certainly believe that Judaism is the way to get closest to G-d not just for Jews but for non-Jews as well. We don’t, because when G-d gave us the Torah at Mount Sinai, he appointed us a “nation of kohanim”. A kohen effects people by how he lives, not by what he says. G-d told us that the nations will only be effected by us if we show them living examples of Torah life, not if we teach them our ideas. And this has been borne out in history-Jewish ideas of G-d and morality have been spread all around the world by the Roman pagans who saw Jews and accepted Christianity, and Mohammed who saw Jews and invented Islam. It didn’t happen through our proselytizing. //

8-According to our tradition, Nimrod, the king of Shinar, gave Avraham a choice: bow down to idols or get thrown into a fire.

What should Avraham have done? To save his life by bowing down to idols would seem to be more practical. He can run away to teach what he knows in a different place, or at least save his life so he can think about G-d (and bowing is only an outward action, in your heart you can still be true to your beliefs).

In the Torah, one of the commandments is “kiddush HaShem”, sanctification of G-d’s name. The first part of ‘kiddush HaShem’ is willingness to die rather than do three things: idol worship, murder, or illicit sex. The prohibition against idol worship includes even outward acts, even when no one is watching.

Avraham understood on his own, even though G-d hadn’t spoken to him, that to give in to Nimrod, even in an outward way, would effect his relationship with G-d. To value your life more than that relationship is more destructive than to lose your life.

So Avraham refused to bow down, and was thrown into the fire. He expected to die, because we can’t depend on miracles. G-d did a miracle for him, and he walked out alive.

The third thing we learn about Avraham is: He was ready to die for what he believed in.

Conclusion: We see, from Avraham’s early life, some great things about him. He was a man who worked all his life to understand reality. When he understood, he committed himself to helping people by bringing that reality to others. He was willing to die for what he understood to be reality.

So why doesn’t the Torah tell us directly about these great things? And why, when he walked out of the fire alive, didn’t G-d come and speak to him then?(He had to run away from Nimrod, and go to Haran, where, at least ten years later, G-d said “Go, and start the Jewish people”).


  1. Is it wrong for a Jew to marry a non-Jew?
  2. If you were to find out that you are not Jewish, would you convert to Judaism?

Intermarriage and Jewish Identity

(Note to Facilitators: Discuss both questions before this mini-talk.)

There’s a lot of intermarriage going on these days. More than 50% of the Jews who married in the past decade married out. 700,000 Jewish kids are being raised in other religions.

These are the facts.

What do we think about it?

One thing is for sure – there are a number of invalid reasons given not to intermarry. For example: “Six million Jews died for you to be here. How can you spit on their graves?” Or on a similar theme: “It would kill Grandpa if you marry a shiksa!”

Not exactly positive reasons to identify as a Jew. Nor are these arguments intellectually satisfying. The appeal to guilt is at best a non-sequitur. Just because my ancestors believed or practiced Judaism is no justification that I do the same. Worse, however, than being ineffective, the “guilt” approach conveys the attitude that Jewish identity and commitment are a painful burden weighing against desire and self-interest. This isn’t a strong answer to the question, “Why be Jewish?”

Another common but flawed reason not to intermarry is for the sake of the Jewish continuity. Intermarriage threatens the survival of the Jewish nation. It is not only the end of that Jew’s affiliation, but the end of all the potential offspring. If you care about the Jewish people, so the argument goes, then you must marry a Jew and perpetuate the nation.

Where’s the flaw in this reasoning? The Traditional perspective guarantees the survival of the Jewish people, regardless of all the intermarriage. The Jewish people are promised that they will be an eternal nation. “And I will establish My covenant between Me and you and your descendants after you throughout their generations, an eternal covenant; to be your God and the God of your descendants after you.” (Genesis 17:7). As a nation, God unconditionally guarantees our survival. And even if our survival was being threatened, it begs the question: “Why is Jewish survival so important that I should sacrifice my personal happiness to achieve?”

Intermarriage is a personal issue, it’s not about national survival. Find out if it’s in your best interest to marry a Jew.

Sheldon falls in love with Christina. Why shouldn’t they get married? Is anything more important than true love? Not only that – Christina is fantastic! She happens to be a lot more together than a lot of Jews that Sheldon has previously dated.

In addition to love, are there any other factors people must consider when deciding to marry? Would you marry the person you love if he or she told you they don’t want children or that they’ve decided to move to Alaska and devote their life to preserving a rare Arctic bird?

Love is critical, but it’s not all you need. You need to share common lifegoals.

Intermarriage is very common today because your typical Sheldon and Christina do share common lifegoals. For many, religion is at most a kind of cultural club you happen to be born into. Differences like gefilte fish vs. mayonnaise on white bread will not pose a major threat to the marriage.

What is so valuable about Judaism that I should rule out 99% of the world’s population as possible spouses? What is the mission of the Jewish People? What is the meaning of this covenant and is it something I want to be a part of? If, by my choice for marriage, I express a commitment to the ideal of being a moral force in the world and to the Jewish vision of tikkun olam (perfecting the world), then I make the Jewish mission and its greatness my own. If I prefer an individual and her love more than that goal, then I am deciding to abandon that unique mission.

The choice can’t be made in ignorance. The commitment of our ancestors isn’t enough reason to live as a Jew. Our ancestor’s commitment does reflect something so nourishing that many have endured the torments of anti-Semitism and still felt richly repaid. There’s no way to understand that commitment and its rewards without learning the meaning of the Jewish mission and the study of Judaism. Appraise the treasure before selling it forever. Go learn.


There are invalid reasons not to intermarry: the appeal to guilt – which creates a negative affiliation to Judaism, and the Jewish continuity argument – which is flawed since the nation’s survival is guaranteed.
The issue of intermarriage is about finding out if it’s in your best interest to marry a Jew. In addition to love, a couple needs to share common lifegoals. Is there a unique mission for the Jew?
What is the meaning of the Jewish covenant? Do you want to be a part of it or abandon it?
The choice can’t be made in ignorance. It requires learning about the Jewish mission and the study of Judaism. Appraise the treasure before selling it forever.

One who has a lot of money but does not derive any pleasure from it, it is as if the money is not his. It is merely placed beside him, for one does not attain joy from something that is not his. The same applies to Torah and mitzvot – if one does not derive great pleasure from them, this shows they do not yet truly belong to him.
Chachmah U’Mussar, R. Simcha Zissel Ziv, p.109

And God said to Abram, “Go for yourself from your land, from your birthplace and from your father’s house to the land I will show you. And I will make you a great nation; I will bless you and make your name great, and you shall be a blessing. I will bless those who bless you, and him who curses you I will curse; and all the families of the earth shall bless themselves by you.”
Genesis, 12:1-3

“Go for yourself”…go for your own benefit and for your own good.
Rashi on Genesis, 12:1

In everything a person does, whether it is a worldly matter or a matter connected to the Jewish religion, one does not begin to act unless there are two motivating factors: “preference” and truth. The motivation of preference occurs when a person derives a positive feeling, a sense of life, a feeling of benefit, that this thing is very pleasant and sweet to him. And then there is the motivation of truth…
Madregas HaAdam, Rabbi Yosef Hurwitz of Novardick, p.122

As for Me, this is My covenant with them, says God. My Spirit, which rests upon you, and My words which I have put in your mouth, shall not depart from your mouth nor from the mouths of your children, nor from the mouths of your children’s children, says God, from now onto all eternity.
Isaiah, 54:10

I, God, have called you in righteousness, and will hold your hand and keep you. And I will establish you as a covenant of the people, for a light to nations.
Isaiah, 42:6

And it shall come to pass in the end of days, that the mountain of God’s house shall be firmly established…and many nations will go and they shall say….”let Him teach us of His ways…” For out of Zion shall the Torah come forth, and the word of God from Jerusalem….and they shall beat their swords into plowshares and their spears into pruning hooks; nation shall not lift the sword against nation, neither shall they learn war anymore.
Isaiah, 2:2-4

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As I open my eyes each morning and ask: Why did I wake up this morning? What did I do to deserve another day on this world?

As I sit up in my bed and stretch my hands I ask: Why was I given a body that can move so freely?

As I wash my hands I ask: Why was I given the privilege to be part of the chosen nation? Why was I given a healthy heart that beats on its own? Why was I given healthy lungs that allow me to breathe so freely? Why was I given healthy kidneys that forever clean all blood in my body? Why was I given a family to love? Why?

And as I started to ask the question “why” to all the facets of my life, I actually started to feel a newfound sense of happiness. I started to feel grateful. And most of all I started to feel so loved. Loved by my Creator. All the thousands of underserving gifts I experience each day feel like the deepest expressions of love from my loving Father.

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It’s the question I find my mind asking again and again. Just plain “Why?”

Why is my life so hard? Why is my day filled with so many struggles? Why can’t I attain all those things I aspire for? Why don’t I have the special children that I see others have? Why don’t I have their money, and why don’t have their happiness? Why?

And I’ve heard the common answer to this question (after all, it really does boil down to one question): “You have the life that you’re meant to have. It’s the perfect life for you. The pleasure and joy that you see by others are good for them and only for them. Every day in your life is a day that is tailored just for you.”

While this answer to some degree counteracts the thoughts of “life is not fair,” it doesn’t give me a sense of happiness. I’m not feeling very grateful about “my tailored life”. As much as I believe that this life is perfect for me, I still wish that I had a life that was tailored just for me without pain and struggles. And as much as I know that the joy that I see by others is not meant for me, I still think: “If I was only them then a life of joy and happiness would be a life that was meant just for me.”